b'day... so what?

Birthdays around me are a big deal to me because all the people close to me matter to me. They like to celebrate theirs and I love to see that smile. Being part of that smile is a feeling with no competition. But what about my own b'day?

its true that I too expect that beautiful surprise... although its now been cliche but still a b'day surprise will always be special... but year after year when you know that its not going to happen.. the feeling sinks in... I am happy its my birthday but thats it. I know nothin more than that will happen. So, actually other than a few compliments and may be calls from long lost friends.. its nothign else. Just a date. A special date somewhere deep down in my heart.

Happy to see that this date matters to her... nice to have the 'loved' feeling... But honestly, I dearly miss that 12 am surprises.. although never happened to me ever but I have been a part of many and I know how it feels to be surprised...

phew... may be the time is not right for that to happen... patience.... patience... patience...

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