Tuesday, 2 October 2007

Wish I was God's own child

Sometimes I feel why am i not that lucky, why am i not among the ones who are happy, why am i not the whom life would be happy with, and why am i not God's own child...

There is nothing left to me now. Its all getting over slowly. The ones whom I want to be close to are too far, the ones whom I want to love dont understand me and the ones who are left with me are in the same boat. Life plays funny games and without our consent makes us a part of them.

Here is a word for life.... LEAVE ME ALONE. I am sick and tired of the games you play and its high time that you give me some time to be with myself, alone. I am shattered beyond comprehension and no one is there with me to u nderstand what I go through every second. I am tired of the hide-n-seek you are playing with me.


I have given up.

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2 comments:

Serendipity said...

hey bro!!!
have u heard the song "when the goin get's tough" well listn to it if u havent...... hehehehehe!!! tht will cheer u up...... n u r not the unloved child of god..... coz if u were trust me life wld b mch tougher.... god loves u more than u think he does coz he is gvin u a opportunity to test urself as a person ...... whn all is not happenin as u wnt it to it jst means tht u hv to go around thngs n mk thm work fr u... dnt b so rigid n stubborn n bitter.... if life laugh's at u ... u jst laugh rght bk ...ok... its not tht bad try to b happy at all times ..... n never gv up...... look thnk abt it as it could hv been worse.... bt its not..... b happy... u only hv 1 life if u dnt live it well thn u r jst wastin it.... so live life to its fullest... n yeah dnt gv othr's too mch of importance in ur life at the end of the day its jst u.... wth urslf so knw urslf n like urslf... trust me its worth it.... love frnship n family will always b thr smway or the othr......bt at the end of the day whn u gt home u kiss ur mum good night u wish ur sweethrt sweetdreams u tell ur frnds the plan fr the nxt day n.... look into the mirror at urslf...... thy r not thr it's jst u wth u..... if u love urslf u love god whch resides in ur heart n thn god gv's u the love right back... try it!!!!

Renu said...

Hi, happened to come across your post, since I wrote one with an almost similar title. :) Mine is not so despondent though

Thought you would like to read my take on it.

renu

 
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