Its a beautiful day!

hhm... there is an interesting scenario that has appeared after my last post. Guys, You and Me were genuinely two sides of me and for God sake I did not fight with my girlfriend and neither did she! (no pun intended!)

Also, I am kind of amazed by the regularity of hits to my blog! Yahoo!!!!! Its a beautiful day!

I had written earlier that I will try to be optimistic so here i begin. Yesterday, I had an arguement with the watchman of my building and now I am scared that he will damage my bike.
The issue: Well, there is some construction work going on in the building, due to which, my bike has been isolated as the area in an arc's shape around it has been dug up! So, basically I need to be Dharmendra to lift the 150 kg bike and ride off, or, just wait for a week for the construction to get over... Given the fact that now I get only weekends to ride it, this isnt a good feeling.

Score Optimism: 90% Pessimism: 10%.

My stories are gone for a toss, alike India, lost the toss! No idea where they are heading, nothing in place so far and nothing will be in place as far as i see! (very similar to the Indian Cricket team!)

Score Optimism: 80% Pessimism: 20%.

(Gosh! I am trying so hard to be an optimistic) cheer me guys!

yey! okay, not going any further, we come to the end of today's post!

Hurray! and keep singing! Its a beautiful day!!!!!

Ciao

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Wish I was God's own child

Sometimes I feel why am i not that lucky, why am i not among the ones who are happy, why am i not the whom life would be happy with, and why am i not God's own child...

There is nothing left to me now. Its all getting over slowly. The ones whom I want to be close to are too far, the ones whom I want to love dont understand me and the ones who are left with me are in the same boat. Life plays funny games and without our consent makes us a part of them.

Here is a word for life.... LEAVE ME ALONE. I am sick and tired of the games you play and its high time that you give me some time to be with myself, alone. I am shattered beyond comprehension and no one is there with me to u nderstand what I go through every second. I am tired of the hide-n-seek you are playing with me.


I have given up.

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Stairway to Heaven

Before, todays actual blog, Let me thank all of you for appreciating tits and bits of the blog.

By now I think I have gained this dubious distinction of using famous songs as the titles of my posts. But then, they arent out of place, are they? And this particular song of Led Zep , in Plant's own explanation, was that it "was some cynical aside about a woman getting everything she wanted all the time without giving back any thought or consideration. A few of you readers will understand what it means and a rest will disagree.


So, the question I would like to put to all of you is.... Is that stairway so tempting that people just leave without asking others? Isnt this called 'selfishness'. And if this is selfishness then it implies that the people are not true at hearts. So why heaven for them?

I know the statement is a contradiction to what I said earlier... No one knows that they are in heaven ( I hope they are). Whereas I do have my reservations about the sole existence of 'heaven' but going with the popular belief, I wont comment on that issue and agree to its existence till a point my friends are considered.

So God, please pardom them of the one mistake they made and please give them a place with you... I know I wont see them again (hell is the place for me!) but I can visit them once in a while on Diwali may be to heaven! I just got my passport after a lot of struggle!

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Sunday bloody Sunday!

I know its an interesting headline for the blog and the explanation will follow below but first I would like to thank you all for actually reading my blog! THANK YOU! Especially Neil, Mansi*2 (Cant help both the girls share the same name!) for posting comments.

Neil, yes those were my lines, Mansi [office wali! (sorry kuch aur soojha nahi :P)] your suggestions are duly noted and my lil sis, honestly, I din think that much when I was writing about the flowers! But anyways! thanx a ton!!

Okay, so now is the time for todays literary masterpiece! (com'on I can brag, its my blog!!)

The headline as you all must be wondering, is inspired from the famous song of U2 by the same name. Relax, no massacre has taken place here :). Today was a Sunday and no other apt name occurred to me to make you guys read it... pardon me for the marketing bug. But nonetheless, today has been an eventful day. And for a change I ll try not to undermine myself.

Ramkatori, for long was asking for some attention and today was her day! I wont get into those details but will talk about something else.

You know we all talk about the life and death cycle. One who is born has to die one day, etc. I think these non-living things are so lucky... I mean they are dead anyways but still hold so much value to us. I remember the first day of my bike, Divya was the first one to sit behind me and on that very trip a cop stopped us for entering in a one-way! Quiet an event I must say. She is not there but my bike still is. And with it, remains millions of memories of all of us riding on it. So what it was a bike? It was still a part of the group and a very dear one. What is the life span of a vehicle? 4 years? 6 years? life span of a human? a lot more than that at least. So who gave you all the right to go so soon? Memories are all that are left and your presence is all that I need.

And now when I see it, the memories of you guys flash across my eyes. Each and every moment that we spent together is crystal clear in my heart. I cant help but sob. None of you here with me now but your memories are etched in my mind. My bike too, misses you guys. The picture says it all....

I know this blog did not lead anywhere... but sorry guys cant write anymore...

Gd nyt.

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